Sa panahon maswerte ka na kung may taong mag eeffort sa’yo. Maswerte ka na kung kahit anoong gawin mo sa kanya, kahit ilang beses ka niyang saktan, eh hindi ka pa din niya iniiwan. Maswerte ka kung andiyan siya parati sa’yo kahit na iwanan ka nila.
Maswerte ka dahil may taong nagmamahal sa’yo ng higit pa sa pagmamahal mo sa kanya. Alagaan mo. Mahalin mo. Dahil hindi lahat ng tao e kasing swerte mo na nahanap na yung taong mamahalin sila.
Hindi ko akalain na of all the people, sa’yo ko maririnig yun. Bakit ganun? What did I ever do to you para masabihan mo ako ng ganun? Aaminin ko sobra akong nasaktan sa sinabi mo. SOBRA. Alam ko galit ka pero sana inisip mo din mararamdaman ko. Sana naisip mo kung makakasakit ka sa sinasabi mo. Alam ko na if I ever walk away, there’s a possibility na you will not go after me. Yun yung part na masakit dun.
Hindi ko na alam.
Kelan ba yung huling beses na naging proud kayo sa’kin? Kelan ba yung huling beses na sinabi niyo na “I’m proud of you? Matagal tagal na din siguro.
Hindi ko alam kung kelan ba kayo nagiging proud sa’kin. Minsan masakit isipin na excited ako umuwi para ikwento sa inyo achievement ko pero wala ‘man lang kayong reaction. Minsan nagmemake face or parang halatang wala lang. Hindi sa nagseselos ako sa kapatid ko pero bakit siya konting achievement e tuwang tuwa na kayo?
Kaya minsan hindi na lang ako nagkukwento sa inyo. Kasi natatakot ako madisappoint. Kasi natatakot ako sa reaction niyo.
Gagraduate na ako. Pero hindi na sa paraan na inaasahan niyo. Hindi ko naman ginusto na mawala sa’kin yun. Minsan ayoko na dumating yung araw na yun dahil ikocompare niyo na naman ako sa pinsan ko. Yun yung iniiwasan ko.
Sana kahit ‘man lang sa araw na yun makita ko sa inyo na proud kayo.
She’s the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you & smile.
â€” (via dakilanggerlpren)
To the family of the 6 year old little girl who will now take care my baby boy, hello! I hope you get to read this. I’m Iya the first owner of Loki. Yes, he’s named after one of my favorite character from The Avengers. Loki is a special boy. He’s very playful and sweet. He knows when you’re already awake and will be too excited to see you. He also knows when you’re already preparing food for him and he’ll make a lot of noise. Please be patient with him. He likes to sleep under a blanket. He eats a lot. Please give him water every once in a while, he loves it too. He might spill his water unintentionally or to get your attetion. Again please be patient with him. He’ll be playing with you before you can get him out of the cage. He’s somewhat afraid of the floor and it may take a while before he can get used to it. He loves to sit on your lap and will lick you. The purple star stuffed toy that he has with him inside the box is his favorite toy. Please give it to him. He’s one of the sweetest dog I’ve ever had. By the way, he was born on November 12, 2013 along with his brother and 2 sisters.
To the little girl, I know Loki will be a therapy dog to you. I hope he will give you happiness that he had always given us. Please take good care of him and love him unconditionally. Please also give him a warm hug for me every night.
Valentines Day 2014.
This guy never fail to amaze me. He never fails to make me feel special. Although there are some times when he’d try to annoy me non stop by mimicking me. Thank you for giving me a special Valentine date. Tank you for watching that Pinoy love story movie with me instead of Lego. I promise we will watch it next time. Thank you for giving me chocolates and buying me a top. Thank you for the hankie that you gave me when I cried in the cinema. I had fun today. I guess we will always wonder why is it that the guys who holds the bouquet of roses instead of the girls. Hahaha. I’m glad we got to spend Valentines together. And in a few days we will be celebrating our 47th month together. I love you to the moon and back and also more than that. You will always be my best friend, boyfriend and life partner.
Meet our baby boy, Choi.
He’s been with us for almost 6 years now. Our parents have always treated him as their child. He had always been our companion when we are left alone in the house. He never enters our room until everybody is inside. He loves belly rubs and stuffed toys. He knows when it’s Sunday because it’s his gala day with my father. During Sundays, he wakes my father up when he knows it’s time for his walk. He loves cheese. At night, he would wait for our father in the hallway. He’s sweet. He’s our hero because he once saved our grandma’s life. He’s smart.
That’s our baby boy. A blessing to our family.
I wanted to be just like those girls in the cover of a magazine. I wanted to be on the stage wearing a medal as I graduate. I wanted to be a good daughter. I wanted to be the girl he’s afraid to lose.
But I am not perfect. I am nowhere near being perfect. I have flaws that I am starting to accept and love it as a part of me. I will never be just like the girls that I wish that I could be because I will be somebody else and not just a copy. I am unique in my own little ways.